Your thoughts are forming tight fences around your feelings.
You won't accept real love into your life until you stop hiding from yourself.
Stop trying to fix everything and savor the imperfections of this day.
And tell better ones.
Tune out the world and pay close attention to what you value and admire.
Don't call yourself moody. Name each of your multiple personalities instead.
Stop trying to kill half of your moods and most of your personality.
Start from zero and build a new relationship to yourself and your labor.
Creating the life you want requires honesty, imagination, and risk.
Or open it wider.
Worry not, there is a solution to this problem.
What do you want and why don't you mention that part as much?